I have seen lives come to an end with my own eyes. I have witnessed too many deaths to be threatened by uncertainties and fears - or, my worst nightmare. My worst nightmare: ... I will never leave the past, where we once were.
"Love is like a seed..." You plant it, it grows. Ours never did. It felt like time froze. And so did my feelings too. I became cold.
Sometimes, I think of ways to opt out of life without making eyes cry. It's almost impossible. Hearts will break and some will lose minds. But If I spend more years on earth, I could also lose mine. How soon is too soon? Tell me when it's the right time.
I know confrontation scares you so lets play a game. Let's trade words for words till we don't feel the same. Like a good game has been played and a gain has been made.
I adored you: I worshiped you and put no other above you. You were a type of god, a deity. I always fell at your feet. I always had a reason to stretch out my hands; to pull you back. I let the ground absorb my tears hoping your love for me would grow. You … Continue reading I WAS HERE
Blue lights flashing, their guns keep firing. The story doesn't change, it's tiring. Living in fear is not inspiring. What a time to be alive, oh, what a tragedy.
https://vimeo.com/ajayabalaka/thesublime This short film is an adaptation of my prose, "The Sublime". In this film, I have tried to narrate what it feels like living in utopia and also, one of the many things that comes with trying to find a safe place in a bittersweet world where there seems to be no hope … Continue reading Featured: The Sublime (Short Film)